June 21st, 2012
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Join Date: Nov 1999
Posts: 2,170
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Originally Posted by ichi the killer
I did it before with a spy cam that looked like a key fob. I got some good videos out of it. That is the episode that tamed me though. I was too sloppy and my wife Choi famously found the movies on my hard drive. She was so pissed. She made me watch them with her. I remember clearly. She told me I was on trial. This was evidence. I asked her if I could drink Sopporo and take a few valiums for "my trial." She said "sure" and handed me a whole bottle of valium. She said "why don't you take them all and overdose? Do it! I don't care." So I took 5 and started pounding the sopporo. I was so fucked up Al Qaeda could cut my head off with a knife and I probably would have laughed, till my head got pulled off.
We watched movies that I made at a Chinese place and a couple Korean places in West hollywood. I was so roided out. Bleach blond and buff/swole. I was so proud in those heady days 3 years ago. We watched as I went down on a Chinese girl in Santa Clarita. We watched as I got bj and fuck from K girls in West Hollywood. I flirted and was so charming. Just like an actor. The best part was when this K girl at Bebe spa finger fucked me in the ass while I jerked off on the towel on the bed. LOL. Choi said "Ichi! I did not know you were into that! You are so kinky!" Living the dream. Every now and then she pokes me in the butt when we are walking. I get the reference. She is funny! She seemed a little bemused at the time by the whole thing in a sad disconnected way.
After the show Choi gave me the verdict. "Ichi, I did not know you were so smart with computers. Who showed you how to do that? You used to be so stupid. Look at you now! You look good. A star. Who made you? I did. You used to be fat, dressed bad, drove a piece of shit car. Now you have a benze car dress fancy and look good. I made you. Very clever, I am proud of you. Well congratulations. You just lost everything. You lost me, you lost my sister, you lost all my friends. Me and Jung Ae [her sister] are moving out in a couple days. We are taking everything except your pitbull "Honeybear" his dog food, the refrigerator you can have, and your computer." Then she walked out of the room. She slept with her sister in the other room. For 3 days it was like I was a ghost. They did not talk to me. They only spoke Korean in the house. On the 4th day I came home from work and the place was cleaned out. No furniture, just my pitbull his food and water and an empty refrigerator.
What did I learn? Movies can come back and get you. That was a major turning point in my monger life. I can't go to Korean places, I have to be really careful. She is totally on to me. On the other hand, she knows I have changed a lot from what I was. She knows it. She studies me and she can see.
She basically told me "don't say you are sorry. Talk does not impress me. Show me. I will watch you and if I see change for the better maybe I will take you back. I will give you some time to think about it. A few months. Don't call me or try to find me. Otherwise you can live and die alone. It's up to you. Remember this Ichi, you will always be alone."
If a man is true of heart he does not need to make a show to impress anyone. It shows by its own virtue. This holds true in all theaters of life. If in the gym, you work consistantly hard, diet right all the time, take the proper supplements {you will find these if you seek them] Study the game. After years of this, then people will see it. You don't need to talk about it. They will take one look at you and they will know. You are no faker. {most people are fakers} Talkers are mostly fake.
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Great story, Ichi. I've seen earlier versions of it, but it is always good. And damn! I think I'm falling in love with your wife! Lol - I really like her style!
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