Flucky, the Kid and DJ nailed it. There is some real insight in their observations and I would take their advice. It comes from experience.
Maybe you led her to the Dark Side, and maybe she was on her way there anyway. Doesn't really matter now, does it? That's water under the bridge. If you can accept the fact that she is likely fucking, sucking and jacking other guys at her job, keep in mind that it is just a job to her. A job she would probably rather not have, and one she never imagined she would ever be doing. Don't take it personal. A whore's world is a different world, and it's her world now. Don't try to make sense of it, just take it for what it is.
It could be you are still special to her. She's a girl, and girls do have feelings. But it's also likely that you're just another monger to her by now. You'll figure out which way it is, if you pay attention. And if you don't want to be thought of as just another monger, then don't act like one.
Good luck!
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