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Originally Posted by Obsessive
I lost count of the girls I've had encounters with in this kind of addiction. Of all of them I've only stayed platonic friends with 2 and that's mainly because I spent a lot of time with them outside of mongering and they have amazing hearts but somewhat damaged souls. I didn't date them, there were never freebies outside of business. It just simply happened that way. I've tried to similarly befriend others but found quickly just how crazy and damaged these girls can be, especially the white ones. Some are submissive and willing to do whatever you want and are the warmest creatures you might every experience in a session but when things are done and they go about the other aspects of their life you realize that you mean nothing to them at all and the only feelings they may harbor for you down the line is contempt along with shame about themselves and their past activities.
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I've had a couple of providers that "miss" me, but both were trying to get out and were hoping to hook up with me, even though they new I was active mongering. It just doesn't work out real well because they don't trust you and you don't trust them.....